NOT THE WAY!
its not how simple you thought it was
&its also not what you think

i really wish you could understand
&maybe someday, you'll understand why.
&no matter how worse things go, im always with you
ME!
CLARISSA
Katong Convent
Un-officially Sixteen
201191
BREAK THE SILENCE!





LOVES!

Skin&Bones
FrogPrincess
Ex-PhoneBuddy
Eating Machine
CloseFriend
Master
Fabulous
Sleep&Sleep
Elle'
ShitHead
Sotong
Porky
Tall-y
Cold-Blooded
Skinny
Sneezer
OUR YESTERDAYS!

February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
October 2007


I WISH!

I Don't Yearn For You Anymore.
MISC!

THE APPLAUDS!

{ART OF} caiCYNTHIA
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{BRUSHES} X X X X X


{{ Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Hey, cheer up alright! (:
Everything will be okay, you just need the strength & courage to get through this phase of life.
these are just obstacles in life k. See you tmr! :DDDDD
Glad we're alright. (: Takecare.


* I guess I made the right decision. I hope.

Goodnight & tata!


&get me thinking.
10:45 PM


{{ Tuesday, March 27, 2007

My Artificial Front.
PISSINGGGGGGGGGG OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF! G&D FAG.
ICANTTAKEITANYMOREUGHHHHHHHH! onthevergeofbreakingdown





- hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr


&get me thinking.
10:22 PM


{{

LATE TODAY. Woke up at 520 am. Hahaha.

To Angel:
I changed all the link names le. & relink you already.
WAH I so wanna hear how Amrita burps la! Haha, "lou feng" one, as told as Angel. Hahaha.

I'm damn tired now. Contacts almost dropped out just now.
Okay, I'm suddenly feeling very pissed off. Oh well, Nvr mind.
WANT TO MSG SF BUT NO RECEPTION. So boredddddddd! Feeling so weird with no trainings in school.
Hmm, today was good! No disturbance by *them. HA.

Have a sudden urge to go home now. Damn bored and I wan to get out of this comp lab.
I want to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. Sian.

Blogging later again ba, bye.
So retarded. Hur byebye. retardedirritatingbloodywasteofmytimefool.


&get me thinking.
5:00 PM


{{ Sunday, March 25, 2007

Competition yesterday.

Gui Mei's team- 1st! CHAMPION for NC! :DDDDDDDDD
(Going for Nationals soon)

Han Ling's team- 9th (second last)

Mine- 6th. LAST FOR NA. Oh well. HA

-----

PL those bloody cheaters, fortunately we beat y'all flat in NC.
UGH school tmr ):

Bye. I don't know if the feeling is still there..



I still miss you a tiny bit though.


&get me thinking.
11:30 PM


{{ Friday, March 23, 2007

2 more days! ):

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh, mosquito terror for the past few days. I officially have more than 15 bites all over my body. But! they are in the fast process of healing. (:

OMG, you are hotttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!
HOHO.

Saying only ah. Ha!


&get me thinking.
12:06 AM


{{ Thursday, March 22, 2007

TODAY WAS SUCH A BORING DAY. (cos you didn't come sch)
& weird stuff are happening. Giving me goosebumps!
C's friends kept looking at me, and I DON'T KNOW WHY. I don't even like her. (i think)
J was like staring at me. Weird? Yes.

Competition's coming in like 3 days time. & I don't feel a tiny bit afraid or anxious. So unlike other years. I feel quite happy that comp is finally going to be over. YAY! HA.
Okay, I officially dislike going to school. Lee is beginning to pick on me. Called my father to complain about me. Pangsai sia. HURRRRRRR.

I'm upset and I have no idea what happened today, hope we'll be okay. It's your decision. I'll always be here though. & me and her can't compare how close me and you is. I kinda understand how you feel last time, about her. Happened to me for 2 days. I MISS YOU ALREADY! )))))): -to Porky.

----

I'm going back to f&n now. Goodbye.
You really don't know anything..


&get me thinking.
12:20 AM


{{ Tuesday, March 20, 2007

After school:
You are quite interesting & you fit ___ _____, ha.
Just let it go, and show the world!





Hi. I'm not intending to win actually. Uh, please!
Ps, I'm surprised you're like that. A little piece of advice, want? Grow up. (:


&get me thinking.
10:43 PM


{{

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SUTRISNO! ( I still remember you) (:

F&N-ing in school now. SO MUCH TO DO! ):

----

At least one came in, after sooooooooooo many months.
Maybe, I should. But I don't want to, HAIYAH I don't know.'
Just wait and see ba.
Stay happy la! (((((((:
I find girls with bangs are good-looking. [some are not tho]

I WANNA WATCH MR BEAN'S HOLIDAYYYYYYYY! :DDDDDD
& stomp the yard seems pretty nice too.
F&N = stress ):
Toodles.


&get me thinking.
9:50 AM


{{ Monday, March 19, 2007

I LOVEEEE THIS SONG :DDDD

我可以


寄 没有地址的信
这样的情绪 有种距离 你 放著谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情 能不能说给我听
雨 下得好安静
是不是你 偷偷在哭泣
幸福 真的不容易
在你的背景 有我爱你

我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多说明 我就要和你在一起
我不想 又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽 是因为你

寄 没有地址的信
这样的情绪 有种距离 Ho-Oh Woo~ 你 放著谁的歌曲
是怎样的心情 能不能说给我听
雨 下得好安静
是不是你 偷偷在哭泣 Oh~
幸福 它真的不容易
在你的背景 有我爱你

我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多说明 我就要和你在一起我不想 又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽 是因为你 Ho~ Woo
我可以 陪你去看星星
不用再多说明 我就要和你在一起我不想
又再一次和你分离
我多么想每一次的美丽 是因为你 Ho-Oh


YOU(b) JUST MADE MY SMILE INTO A FROWN.
bye.


&get me thinking.
9:20 PM


{{ Sunday, March 18, 2007

Busy F&N-ing. Stressssssssss? YES. ):
Just put some sentosa(13/3/07) pictures here ba:

Evelyn, me, Porky.


Porky THE MOLESTER


Evelyn&I(omg, myfats)

Look at her face, ha!(closeup)


Enjoying!

A glass door at Vivo. (:

----

"It's" just going at its own pace. No turning back or fast forwarding. I just have to see how long it will last. How will it end? It all lies in your hands. (:
Bye.
Shit! I suddenly miss you.


&get me thinking.
10:20 PM


{{ Friday, March 16, 2007

In school, doing f&n right now. DAMN BORED LA.
Holidays are meant to be a time for resting. I have to wake up so early every morning.
Sentosa day was the earliest- 6am.
I'm feeling very weary and I'm lacking of sleep man. Feel like my contacts are dropping out. Pain ah.

----

I just saw something. Brought down my mood.
Bye.
Thanks, Miss Artificial.
I've been waiting, but none came in. Oh well.


&get me thinking.
12:25 PM


{{ Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Yesterday was sure a day of fun.
Evelyn, Porky, Zara, Melissa & I went Sentosaaaaaa. :D
The sun was damn scorching la! Now, all of us are practically sunburn-ed.
Especially Evelyn. Say the sun not strong enough somemore.
Look at her now, all chaotar(?). Haha!

Oh yes and OMG, guess what Melissa, Evelyn & I saw 2 naked ladies showering.
I mean like they were showering outside. DAMN GROSSSSSS. They just simply stripped naked infront of so many people. They like not shy sia. Eeeeeeeeeeeee, sick ew yuck.
& bian tai Evelyn(as usual) said, "the auntie got breast, the girl don't have." Super pervert hor. Could see the hairy places man. Goosebumpppps.
HAHAHA. Porky should have been there. Rated: R(A) [Porky's fav]

Later, took the monorail to Vivo for dinner.
After walking around, we decided to go home. Was around 10 plus le ba.
THEN, I followed Porky to meet kit kat(booooo). Taxi-ed there.
SHE SAID I LOOKED SCARY. WHERE GOT LOR. I WAS TRYING MY BEST TO BE FRIENDLY. After around 2 mins, I decided to went home. & $13.40 was all I had. ($10 sponsored by Porky :D)
& guess what was the price: $13.40. Haha.

----

Alright, going for training now.. HAIYAHHHHHH.
So, bye bye (:
I MISS YOU SOOOO MUCH!FIRST THING IN THE MORNING.COULDN'T HELP IT.


&get me thinking.
11:30 AM


{{ Monday, March 12, 2007

Today was a super crazy day. Ha!
After training, went pastamania to eat.
Later went sasa to spray perfume, then went to to meet Evelyn .
HAHA. Played block catching.
Evelyn & melissa damn lame sia. They hid at the void deck,twice.Ha!

Porky went looney in the night.
Like serious depression ah.
We played alot of damn funny games. & some stupid kit kat kept msging porky, pangsai sia.
so irritated with tat girl.
Anyw went home soon after that.

Ps. I won't stop you if you really have feelings for kk.
All I have to say is, you just follow your heart ya!
Bye-e-e-ee.


&get me thinking.
10:29 PM


{{

Some things, I can't say.
Cheer up! (:


&get me thinking.
12:20 AM


{{ Sunday, March 11, 2007

Uh oh.
Rekindled love?Alamak i don't know la
Don't worry, PGT, you're still my favourite.

ha!Remember i rate you 51.5/100!

I love my secret friend!


&get me thinking.
1:12 PM


{{ Saturday, March 10, 2007

Okay, this is the real Clarissa.
At this moment, I seriously feel like sleeping. But, need to blog la. Miss blogging. ):

Today was, boring as usual. Had to clear all our books from the class, for Meet-The-Parents tomorrow. (I'm so shit dead) My books could cover my face when I sat down. Damn heavy la!

Had training, tired me out totally. After that, went home with Evelyn. & no, we didn't go home. Then, looOOooOoonggggg story. Cheer up hor! (: She told me to like cm, ha! why not, why not. PS la.

AJUGFIEHE&T&#(%$EGF%*YT----
CANNOT TAHAN ALREADY! Got to sleep ah.
Goodnight.

Ps. I don't like you la. Thinking too much.


&get me thinking.
4:08 PM


{{ Thursday, March 08, 2007

Aye,dont cry already ok?
You must still get on with life.Smile!

How have you been?
Your laughter has been missing for while..
I miss it!Hehehehe.
I'm still considering if this should carry on....

Results, result. I'm done for this time.
I will banned from using anything mechanical soon.
Boooo.

Bye


&get me thinking.
10:09 PM


{{ Wednesday, March 07, 2007

PORRKPORK,CONGRATS AH!

Maybe, I should not.

Ps.I'm her friend posting for clarissa.Good day!
(this is what she told me to type)


&get me thinking.
9:53 PM


{{

& your goodnights were important.
Say no more.


&get me thinking.
12:20 AM