NOT THE WAY!
its not how simple you thought it was
&its also not what you think

i really wish you could understand
&maybe someday, you'll understand why.
&no matter how worse things go, im always with you
ME!
CLARISSA
Katong Convent
Un-officially Sixteen
201191
BREAK THE SILENCE!





LOVES!

Skin&Bones
FrogPrincess
Ex-PhoneBuddy
Eating Machine
CloseFriend
Master
Fabulous
Sleep&Sleep
Elle'
ShitHead
Sotong
Porky
Tall-y
Cold-Blooded
Skinny
Sneezer
OUR YESTERDAYS!

February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
October 2007


I WISH!

I Don't Yearn For You Anymore.
MISC!

THE APPLAUDS!

{ART OF} caiCYNTHIA
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{{ Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Today, was normal, fine.
Had Chem and Bio. Bio was easy man! Chem? No hope already ah.

Tomorrow, Lit. Have to pass if not die! [Meyer said that]
Good thing, studying is not needed. Hehe. :D

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Best friend? Passer-by? Just a friend?
I've been wondering... Why do I even bother? Waste time.. But, it always seems to be happening in front of me. Sucks man. Uhh, I feel my heart cramming up. WHYYY? PS.
Maybe, I should just stop. Heh, then can get to know cm, since everyone knows I like her. Lol.

Are you just another passer-by in my life? Eh, I stop thinking of this. Making me distracted only. Doing F&N now leh... Enough enough enough enough enough enough
enough enough enough enough enough enough enough enough enough!
& I shall be nice (: Really hoping that I'll be able to afford it.

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Porky's so lucky! Don't friend her already. Oh, teenage infatuation. So PS.
Heh, I just realised, I'm so busy everyday. I don't even have time to go out. So unlike last year, always going Parkway. Now, I can't really remember how pp looks like now.
BUT! Going this Wednesday, most likely.
To buy presents for Zara & MICHELLE TAN (where's my bk treat?!!?)

Okay, bye.


&get me thinking.
3:00 PM


{{ Sunday, February 25, 2007

I'm so boredddddddddd.
Sian, parents tellling me now I'm such a useless bum, might as well not study.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh whatever. Pangsai.

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Wore contacts to church today.
Dorothy and Belicia couldn't recognise me. Haha, very funny.
My eyes seem tinier now, heh.
Study cell was okay, finished my tuition homework! Hoho.

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Chem and Bio test on Monday.
I haven't exactly started on either. Didn't even bring home my Chem book la.

Eh, I very sleepy now.
Shall sleep now!
Oh, I miss last time too, Porky!
Don't worry la, I'll always be here for you. I'm just a message or phone call away. :D
Yes, miss my fish sticks. OHH the thought of them :)))))

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Okay la, Goodnight everyone.
I want to go out with you!
I'm shy to ask though--


&get me thinking.
4:30 PM


{{ Friday, February 23, 2007

Heh, seriously lazy to type laaaaaaa.
Anyways, CAs are coming up. Boring!
Tomorrow's SS. I got study hor! Well, until Sondra told me what was the correct part to study.
Hahahehehoho.

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Aiyeer, school today so sian as usual.
Except, before Chinese lesson started. Evelyn, was so scary.
Aiyoh ah she, scare me. Thought she coming to attack me. Then, I ran out of the class. Haha!

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Later, English CA ah. Pangsai.
Damn cuckoo DIFFICULT LA! Rahhhhh.
Don't wanna fail so badly. ):

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm, thinking of wearing contacts tomorrow.
But! I very shy & scared. Boooo.
If, I wake up early & the contacts can fit into my tiny eyes then I shall wear.
Hahahahahaha.
Actually, it's cause, have to wear full uni for SJ & I don't want my specs to keep dropping.
Very irritating ah.

Oh yes, before I publish, the song Tu amor at the left of my blog has occurred a problem.
Don't know what happened also. Oh well.
Tata!
Sorry about today leh, didn't mean to do that--


&get me thinking.
3:07 PM


{{ Wednesday, February 21, 2007

CHINESE NEW YEAR!

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Reunion dinner day was quite fun.
Went shopping. Haha, Evelyn bought ALOT of things.
Spendthrift ah she.

It was a great time to celebrate. This CNY was alright.
NO, it was goooooooood! I collected alot of moneyyyyy this year.
Haha. Oh, I watched the Jack Neo "Just Follow Law" movie.
Damn funny! I laughed throughout the whole movie la.
First part already so funny, hahahahahaaaaaaaa.
& I didn't know PANGSAI is actually spelled as BUNGSAI. Hehe.

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Rahhhhh, I've been eating alot, alotttttt. Grown fatter!
Boooo. Going back to school tomorrow.
Have to wake up earlier once again.

Ah, so lazy to type. Shall post longer another day. (:


&get me thinking.
2:15 PM


{{ Friday, February 16, 2007

Paiseh, never update.
Anyway, I've put my link on Friendster.
Dangerous ah! Last time have crazy taggers?
Wooooo-lala.

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Valentine's Day yesterday.
Soooooooo fun! Haha, I received alot of gifts.
Especially Ferrero Rochers, HUGEEEE Thank You-s to all who gave me presents. :)
&&&&&&& I didn't give anyone. Only one la. Heeheeeeeeee.
Thanks for one particular present :) Appreciate alot ah!
The sky still haven't dropped yet though. Haha.
Sorry, if you found the present cheap-skate. (it really isn't hor, ha!) But hope you like it though. :D takecare

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Hmm, tomorrow Total Defence Thingy.
Aiyohhhhhhhhhhhhh, I'm in-charge of- 1/7 2007!
Ohhhmymama.
All the talkative talkative talkative juniors, DIEEEE-EEEEEE.
Haha, looking forward to it actually. BUT, I'm nervous at the same time.

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I found a new super nice songgggg!!!!!!! Ha!
Even though I don't know what the title means.
I think I'm quite slow, cos alot of people know this song already.
TU AMOR :D so DAMN niceeeee la!
Woooo. Update another day. :)


&get me thinking.
2:48 PM


{{ Monday, February 12, 2007

Bored. miss you ah.
Handphone spoiled. Think, I'm gonna get a new one today.
Woooo!


&get me thinking.
2:22 AM


{{ Sunday, February 11, 2007

Just So You Know

I shouldn't love you but I want you
I just can't turn away I shouldn't see you
but I can't move I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

[Chorus]

Wow, this song really describes everything.
About me. Heh.
Anywayysss, I don't know what happened last night. But man, it was brutal.
Oh well, hope I have a better day. :)
Going out soon. Woooo! :D


&get me thinking.
4:40 AM


{{ Saturday, February 10, 2007

AHHHHHHHHHH.
Today, I had a "great" day!
NOT-
1. I WAS LATE FOR SCHOOL AGAIN. THE STUPID BUS UNCLE DRIVE SO SLOW. Hurr.
2. Had a bad bad bad bad splitting headache in the morning.
Until, Tasneem gave me Panadol. Woooooo.
3. After school, I decided to do my DC. Super boring la. Sat there, looking at people passing by.
4. Guess that's all, hehehehe.

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Fun stuff:
1. Teased Jean & her "mo li hua", hahahaha. Pork, Joelle & I had much fun :)
Haha.
2. Fun sitting with Chitra? Heh, except the parts when she gets horny, EEEYER! ..
3. During SJ lor. Actually, okay only la.

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Heh! Today's June's birthday. I wished a few mins ago. Haha.
Anywayyyss, continue blogging tmr or something. :)
Woooooo!
are we still not ok?


&get me thinking.
12:46 PM


{{ Wednesday, February 07, 2007

Hello, testing testing. :)
Much has happened.
My mom's birthday today! Had a great dinner :D

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Heh, finally made a proper blog with a blogksin that I like. Well, PLEASE DELETE MY PREVIOUS BLOG'S LINK. I'VE DELETED IT. I think, hehe.

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Ohhhhhhh, I found a nice nice nice song on MTV quite sometime ago.
Very nice song & mv. The mv is down there. DAMN NICEEEEE!
Hahaha. I'm fine, recently. I guess.
Hope I'll be able to blog often.
Off i go!


&get me thinking.
2:40 PM